All's love , All's law

Read Browning today.. He said All's love.. All's law. Still haven't gotten over the depth in that statement.. I wanna unravel that line.. But not today, someday it will be truly coherent..

Shiva.Saraswathi; The Violence.The Compassion; in purification

Shiva was woken from his meditations and looked around to discover a world on the brink of corruption and being unsalvageable. Shiva decided it was time to wipe the slate clean. Shiva, the destroyer, opened his world destroying third eye attempting to destroy the three worlds.. Out came a terrible fire that threatened all existence.
There was panic everywhere. Only Saraswati remained calm. “Shiva’s fire burns only that which is impure and corrupt.”
She took the form of a river and with her pure waters picked up the dreaded fire from Shiva’s third eye. Within the folds of her water she carried the fire far away from the earth to the bottom of the sea where it transformed into a fire breathing mare called Badavagni – the beast of doom.
“So long as the world is pure and man wise, this terrible creature will remain on the bottom of the sea. When wisdom is abandoned and man corrupts the world, Badavagni will emerge and destroy the universe,” foretold the wise goddess.

Sweet grapes

Everyone knows the Sour Grapes syndrome.

I have just discovered another and also realised I suffer from it.

Sweet Grape Syndrome. Where the fox would say, " Gee the grape is too sweet. would get me hooked, hanging around this tree all day, all my life, missing my prowls. Better go find some sour grapes".

Probability theorems I learnt in high school tells me that the probability of a guy like him being there within 1 km of radius is something like finding a bacteria's feet in Simba's belly. But the damage has been done. The "resolution" has been stated and the call has been cut.

Its not just commitment phobia. Coz i have shown no hassles and indeed quite a lot of zest in putting commitment on the wrong vines. I must say its Masochistic commitment-philia cum Healthy commitment-phobia.

Give me some Lithium Carbonate!

Gourami

They have been ill before.
But I was never as worried as am now.. Especially Him. The majestic, calm leader ever, I don't have a name to call him..
He always seemed so profound. Never really felt like making him a silly fish, just like all named fishes sound and seem.
He l et me pet him today.
Something is eating into him.
Read all kinds of online diagnostic charts about Giant Gourami diseases..
Rots, Fungus infection, Ich, Velvet disease..
In all the 14 years of having them around, had never thought so many things can go wrong with aquarium water.
Its skin is flaying all over.. eyes are clouding up.. skin is peeling off...
it's almost like its being drawn out excruciating little by little...
This fish was one of the first entities that made me think about..vertical classification.. a kind of harmonic series in nature..
i would look at it, and I would feel like I am near a Jack fruit tree..
A jack fruit tree swimming around in my very own pond, just one wall with a window away from my study room..
I am going to sleep now , dear jackfruit fish.. Cant be near you at night. Nature's Elements, Self created Regiments, proscribe that.
I hope my morning tomorrow wont be missing you.. But if I will be, I want you to know. I have always respected you.